There's a feeling you have had for a while now.
A quiet sense that your exhaustion has roots that you haven't fully looked at yet.
A part of you wants to know. A part of you has been avoiding finding out.
The exhaustion you have been feeling and unable to name has a shape.
Several shapes, actually. Several names.
This is where you finally learn both.
It's the end of the day and you're still sitting in your car.
Not because anything happened, but because you needed five minutes before walking into the house where you know someone or something will need your attention and something from you before you even put your keys down.
You've noticed you have been doing this a lot lately. The sitting in the car thing. Even though you've gone to the doctor, and they say you're all good. And you have everyone around you convinced you are "fine."
And you've gotten so good at ‘fine’ that you almost believe it yourself — except for the part where you cry on the way home sometimes and you're not even sure why.
It's confusing. You know something isn't working, but you can't explain it to anyone because you don't have the words to explain it fully. All you know is that you're tired in a way that rest and vacation and sleep cannot fix. And your body hurts in ways nobody can explain. You've tried things — a lot of things — and nothing has gotten to the heaviness underneath.
You just want to feel like yourself again.
And you're not even sure when you stopped.
The reason nothing has reached it yet is not because you haven't tried hard enough. It's because the places where your exhaustion actually lives have never been named for you specifically. Not in general terms, or in someone else's framework. In your framework. In the specific mechanics of how your energy moves and where it gets tangled and where it has been quietly draining you without you knowing.
That is what has been missing, and it's not more effort. It's a thread to follow.
I can't remember a time when I wasn't exhausted.
It feels like I was born that way. (~patricia)
Over the years I have sat in front of and worked with coaches, therapists, Human Design readers, received chart reports, and walked away knowing more about myself every time than I did before — and still unable to answer the one question that mattered the most to me:
Why am I so exhausted?
Not in that general sense of "just get more sleep" kind of way. In a more specific way of understanding where the exhaustion lived in my body. It got me wondering about the patterns I keep repeating without knowing I am doing it. And, why can't I ever feel rested and have energy? (no matter how many naps I take)
Nobody was asking those questions or connecting the threads together for me. So I built something that did. As a way to connect the dots for myself first. A way to take the exhaustion out of the darkest places I was carrying it and bring it into the light where I could finally see it, name it, and begin to change it.
From this, I created something following the same path of unraveling specifically for you.
Threads of Unraveling…
. . . is a personalized written portrait created specifically for you — not your generic chart reading, or a workbook, or another thing to figure out on your own.
What you receive is something you have probably never held before. A written portrait that looks at your exhaustion from the inside — through the specific mechanics of your Human Design chart and the shadow frequencies of your Gene Keys — and gives it a name, a shape, and language you have never had for it before.
It will confirm some things you have suspected. It will name some things you have been carrying without knowing. And it will show you exactly where the threads of your exhaustion are ready to begin loosening.
Here is what you receive:
The Threads of Unraveling Written Portrait
You will receive something you have never received before — a written portrait built entirely around you. Your exhaustion patterns, your specific energetics, your own experience seen clearly and reflected back to you in language you have never had before.
Your written portrait arrives within two weeks of your intake.
The Unraveling Session
A private 60-minute session with me, Patricia. This is your time to ask questions, go deeper, and get clarity on what the written portrait brought to the surface, because reading something this personal about yourself will stir things up
— and some of those things deserve to be spoken out loud.
Once your investment is confirmed you will complete a brief intake form and schedule your Unraveling Session — all in one place.
Your written portrait arrives within two weeks.
Your session is already be scheduled and waiting.
This report exists because I needed it first.
I have sat with enough women in exhaustion to know that what they need most is not another tool or technique. What she needs is someone who has been on the same path and can see what she cannot see from inside it — and help her give what she is carrying a name. — and help her give what she is feeling language.
What I hear most often after sessions with women similar to you:
"I thought something was really and deeply wrong with me."
"I've never had anyone describe what I have been experiencing that accurately."
"I didn't realize how much [crap] I was carrying that was never mine."
It’s in that — those moments of finally being seen — that is usually where something shifts for her. Not because anything has been fixed, but because what she has been feeling finally has finally been named.
Patricia Rundblade
I can't remember a time when I wasn't exhausted. It felt like I was born that way.
I'm Patricia — a healer and Creative Energetics Intuitive whose work is rooted in ancestral medicine, a tradition my lineage calls Curanderismo. I'm also the woman who at a very early age learned what being the responsible one meant — and who held everything together for so long that I became oblivious to the many ways I was quietly falling apart on the inside.
I have experienced what it feels like to be the hyper-responsible one — to walk through life exhausted beyond exhausted — and still show up for everything and everyone as if nothing was wrong.
I work at the intersection of Human Design, Gene Keys, somatic awareness, ancestral medicine, and expressive somatic art — not as separate tools but as one unified way of seeing the whole woman.
I have been doing this long enough to know that the exhaustion you're carrying has a specific shape and name. And I know how to find it.
You have been looking for answers for a long time. You have read the books, followed the advice, tried the things. And somewhere in the middle of all of that searching you started to wonder if maybe the answers just weren't out there for you.
They are. They just haven't been given language yet.
What you find in your written portrait may confirm some things you have already suspected. It may name things you have been carrying without fully knowing. And it may surface things that have been waiting a long time to be seen.
None of it will be more than you can hold. Because you will not be holding it alone. Your Unraveling Session is already scheduled and waiting for you on the other side of it.
This is not about finding out what is wrong with you, because there is nothing wrong with you. This is about finally understanding the specific shape of what you have been holding on for so long now — so you can begin, one thread at a time, to set it down.
$397
Your written portrait and your Unraveling Session together. An investment in finally having language for what you have been feeling and holding.